Growing up communist
Professor recounts life as the son of leftist parents
Quentin Mills-Fenn
James Laxer is an academic now, but it seems as though he’s
always enjoyed heavy reading.
Laxer has a photo of himself as a two year old in the 1940s. He’s
sitting on his mother’s lap in his little overalls, a curious
expression on his face. He’s holding a big book called Poland.
If you look closely at the cover of the book, you can see a map
of Europe with that troubled nation surrounded by a swastika and
a hammer and sickle. Laxer admits that was rather unusual reading
for a Canadian toddler but, then again, his parents were card-carrying
communists.
Looking back, there was much more to the 1950s than the idealized
nostalgia of Happy Days and mom at home baking apple pie. The
USSR, an ally during WW II, was now the enemy. The Cold War was
heating up. Joseph McCarthy was hunting Reds, real or otherwise,
and destroying careers.
Julius and Ethel Rosenberg were executed in the United States
for espionage.
And Josef Stalin had murdered millions.
In Canada, the Communist Party was outlawed. Quebec Premier Maurice
Duplessis railed against “the vile cocaine of communism.”
Meanwhile, Laxer’s parents, the son of a rabbi and the daughter
of a Methodist minister, were struggling to overthrow capitalism.
His father was a party official while his mother stood on street
corners handing out leaflets. Political meetings were a common
occurrence at the family home. Such an environment made for a
bewildering childhood, Laxer says in his memoir, Red Diaper Baby
(Douglas & McIntyre).
Both of Laxer’s parents came to communism because they recognized
the unfairness in the world and thought they had found a better
way. They were true believers.
Laxer writes that he and his family divided their lives into discrete
compartments, all of which came with a constant need for secrecy
— a situation aggravated by his mixed heritage. A simple
question such as “What does your dad do for a living?”
often called for subterfuge.
Life wasn’t all politics, however. Laxer, now a professor
of political science at York University, writes about vacations
at Muskoka with his mother’s WASP family as well as other
summers at Camp Naivelt, a hotspot for Toronto’s large left-wing
Jewish community. Laxer writes movingly about one particular morning
when his father came into his bedroom as young Jim was just waking
up and told him that Stalin was dead. Stalin had been the Communist
Party’s guiding light for two decades, and Laxer’s
father was profoundly affected.
The author writes: “Each time I unearthed more of the truth
about Stalin, the conversation with my father that morning in
March 1953 came back to me. How could my father have revered such
a monster? And what really afflicts me is that I can still call
up my own sadness at Stalin’s death.”
Red Diaper Baby is a slim book but it addresses the question of
how well-meaning people can be so wrong. It’s also a fond
tribute to two people who must have passed some of their values
and their concern for the betterment of the world on to their
son. |